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*gimme your precious smile*
hey there, im Nur Kamilah bt Mustapha. nothing to talk much, my hand-typing is exactly giving out my heart feelings. ill burst it out. nothing to keep, just show it. accept me as i am because im me.












->my heartbeat<-
abah
mama
along
abang hakim
abang iman

->my apple crumble<-
Nurul nadiah
Raihan Amilin
Nurul Izlin

->my elixir<-
Haifa
Hani
Hajar
Deba
Wanchik

pray
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 | 9:59 AM | 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

today is Tuesday. three more days to go. yes, Friday. now, im at home and having a break for a week. my own break. many of my friends ask me why i didnt go back to the school and had a long break and i just said to them 'sajeje haha.' actually it is not sajeje sangat pun, i just wanna accompany my mom. why? because i have to be right beside her. always, right? yes i know that the school time is just about two weeks je tinggal and it's not enough for me to borakborak dengan my adik beradik and having fun with them. but it's okay. my mom needs me more than them in this current time.

actually mama has fibroid. do you know what is it? nak tau check google. it's not seriously dangerous but still needs operation. and i think it's not dangerous sangat pun sebab tu mama tak kene tahan ward (ayat sedapkan hati). tapi sian mama sebab kene operate :'( last mama kene operate pun time lahirkan aku. fibroid ni macam ketumbuhan tulah. hey awak, mama is a strong woman kan? if she's not, she wont take this step to destroy this bendasing. she's my superduper mum ever. mama, adik loves you. :')


i wanna ask you a favour . could you raise up your hands and pray to god mama will be saved during this operation? could you? i just hope you could. :') and it will be done this friday. ya Allah, strengthen mama's heart and i wish everything will be fine and flows smoothly.

okay, here i have a good news. and i think it 's just for me. haha. mama has promised me that she will buy me a DSLR camera. thanks god. that is what i've wished for all this time. im glad and very happy for knowing this news as it's sparkling my heart with the camera flash. haha. mama will get back home early tomorrow, so we can go and buy that camera together. yayyy :D


when out with mama and abang last night. bought a lot of things as preparation for the next days. kan mama nak masuk ward dah khamis ni. i just took whatever i wished to buy and it was all unimportant things to buy. i know i just wanted to fullfil my desire. teruknya aku --'

last but not least, the way how to face every obstacle that blocks our way is just putting some CLOROX on it. so it will vanish someday. just wait and see because we have tried right? after that, just leave everything on Allah and constantly praying and hoping one day it will be granted by Him.
Amin.

pray for my mum, always :')




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