assalamualaikum.

looking forward. no matter what.

hidup ni takkan lengkap kan kalau kita tak rasa masam manis kehidupan? a lot of things had happened past few weeks when i was at school. too much things i didnt wish to happen. but still it happened. my friends. i love them so much. tipu laa aku tak sayang diorang. sayang gila. that moment time sir musa dalam kelas semua orang sibuk focus, when no one was at the back with me, bila teringat korang, bila rasa kita makin jauh, makin tak rapat, i cried, sekali ada sorang ni perasan. dia pun asyik tanya kenapa2, aku tak jawab pun. sibuk je nak tau. 

tapi kan, perasaan hilang kawan, kene tinggal, rasa disisih, it quite hurts. maybe salah aku, tetiba took step diamkan diri, aku pun tak tau lah kenapa, tapi....... tah laa. aku sendiri pun tak tau. rasa bersalah, rasa janggal. i dont even know. but things are getting better now. we get closer back. we were eating that sponggy green cake together sebelum balik haritu. dah salam2 semua. hope everything will be fine lepas ni. 

ada sekali tu, time dekat perhimpunan, aku tegur haifa, then dia terus peluk aku lama2. hihihihi :3 she missed me i bet. hikhik. act i miss all of us. hmm, satu petang tu, i sat next to dottie, tetiba je dia cakap ' meh sini kiss sikit', ambik kau, habis muka aku berminyak dengan vaseline. haha. tapi tak kisah laa. i can feel it, she loves me. haha kuatnya aku pewasaaaaaaann. sukahatilah. i think i should fix it, our friendship C:

i know diorang tak suka aku macam ni, thats why they told him, so ive taken my step to look forward, thanks guys. i love you all so much, no doubt. lets spread the love among us, tak sampai setahun je lagi kita sama2 macam ni. lepas ni dah habis sekolah, semua bawak haluan masing2. kalau tinggal dekat2 takpe, ini semua jauh2. mesti susah nak jumpa dah lepas tu. 

friendship is everything. parents tau apa yang terbaik untuk kita, just like friends, diorang pun tau apa yang terbaik untuk kita. memang sometimes kita rasa kita punya keputusan untuk diri sendiri tu selalu je betul but actually its not that always like we think, i think. for this time, i listen to them. korang tak suka, then i will leave benda yang korang tak suka tu and ive done it :)

ohh ye, nak masukkan sikit pasal mr. bruno, whole day ni lagu when i was your man je dok berdendang dekat telinga ni. i loooooooooooooooooooooove it, too love it, eh ehh i love you bruno. :3

its about penyesalan. and yes its so meaningful.

its better to hurt your own feeling than our friends 's.

"let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit"

tough times dont last, tough people do.